what i wouldnt give

well there is quite a lot i would give to have one night where hubby turned and said you know i would rather stay with you than go out to see my mates again, admittedly he works nights and only gets two nights off a week and he works hard so i shouldnt grumble that he wants to go spend them two nights with his mates, just would be nice, i dont remember when he ever said that in  23 years we been together

i would give quite a lot to have my youngest get a place in the school we want we got turned down but i shouldn’t grumble i will try again next year you never know there might be a place open by then

i would give just about anything to have my son not face any challenges in life but i shouldn’t complain he has a good life surrounded by love and there are a lot of children who don’t have a loving home

i would give a lot to be able to have enough money to help my oldest daughter through university, i know she wants to go but i shouldn’t whinge because fingers crossed we may be able to get a loan, or get her a loan, its just she has worked so hard at college i really want for her, the future she wants for herself

i would give much more than i have, to be the mum again that my children deserve, i shouldn’t grumble because they all know and feel loved, they have a nice little home and plenty to eat, but the multiple sclerosis drives me mad sometimes, when i cant run and play with them, i took them swimming today but had to pay someone to go in with them while i stood and watched because i couldn’t go in, i don’t complain about the pain because i don’t want my children to know i am in constant pain, i want them to relax and enjoy life, not worry about mummy, and  i shouldn’t complain  because they all had a wonderful day and enjoying a girly sleepover right now in the front room with their friend and scary films on the telly

i would give such a lot to have the ability to protect my children from all the horrible stuff that becomes an option when they start to grow up, like drugs, drink, smoking, partying, i shouldn’t complain though, because i can see from my oldest i must be doing something right, i try to give them enough information about the dangers and my oldest has grown up to be beautiful and sensible, wise enough to see for herself, she is anti drink, anti drugs, anti smoking, and doesn’t like partying, so i shouldn’t worry or let them see me worry

so i don’t whinge or whine, i don’t  complain, i just come on here and waffle on at you lot 🙂 and sometimes, just sometimes i want a bloody magic wand ok ! 🙂

 

 

 

 

many thanks to all who listen to me and have become my friends i really appreciate all of you now dont go expecting to be all mushy too often i am english ya know and a northerner so i dont do mushy

much 🙂

 

 

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11 responses

  1. Is it too mushy to say we care and are wishing you all the very best?

    1. nah not at all 🙂 i loves some mushy 🙂 just dont tell my mates 🙂 they will think i gone soft 🙂 have an excellent day xx

  2. And aren’t there times when we all wish we had a magic wand – to protect our kids and/or enhance their lives, redirect our husband’s interests from buddy-stuff, feel a little more in control of all that is out of our control? In other words, none of this is mushy, all of this is real and human and we want all that for you and more (and your mates do too)..

    1. 🙂 i never thought of it like you are dear mim thank you , i shall be more positive tomorrow, today just slightly got on top of me, but thank you for helping me i appreciate it , have a lovely evening xx

      1. Oh sweetie, it all weighs on us at times, and the load feels so damn heavy. I hope tomorrow is better, and if for some reason, you are still feeling blue, know that it will pass…xoxo

      2. you are such a lovely person i am glad you are my friend thank you mim xx

      3. As I am so glad that we are friends in this cyber-space of ours…xo

  3. Kizzy – some of your wishes/wants for your children are so sweet they brought tears to my eyes.

    1. aww liz i am sorry didnt mean to upset you, i has my days when i shake my little weak fist at the world 🙂 but i try to remember my kids and myself are in fact very lucky, we have each other, and we have a home, and that is already way more than a lot of others have , my kids are all growing up to be the most gorgeous people, conscientious and hard working and gentle and kind, and i am very proud of all of them, anyways today is a new day 🙂 and i am looking forward to seeing what you post today 🙂 you are a fab person and i am always glad to have you as my friend liz 🙂 i hope you have a superfab day xx

  4. You have every right to be upset and to want these things..
    Remember, we can always find someone who is worse off than we are, but our pain, is our pain!
    Take care.

    1. thank you my lovely friend i guess i find it hard to go against the way i was raised , taught to never complain from young theres always smoeone worse off but i dont feel bad for myself only want to give my kids more, as i am sure many parents do in my position, ahh well tomorrow is another day and you never know we may win the lottery 🙂 for now they have all the love they need and more 🙂 thank you for vising my little bloggy thing and for your comment have a lovely evening xx:)

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