oh my god two years already?
well my lovelies once again I apologise for being absent though most of you by now are quite used to my annoying illness but here I am sharing with you the idea that I have apparently been blogging 2 whole years! wow time flies when you’re having fun ^_^
I promise I will eventually get round to doing a review of the super excellent gig of little barrie i went to, it was most excellent and I even got my signed cd and all, swooning was apparent all night ^_^
I will also at some point tell you about a new thing I have been trying to help with my illness as you know I hate taking meds, I refuse to take anti depressents when I get down because I would rather feel down and work my way out of it, and I refuse to take morphine based meds I would rather struggle on with the pain than turn zombie and I know this maybe is not agreed with by many like I said it is all personal, we all make our choices in this world and these are my choices but, there is always a but isnt there, but I will try any natural method I can find, I already take spirulina – damned excellent stuff spirulina one day I may even post about it but in the mean time I thoroughly recommend it, and I lately found something called binaural beats, sounds odd but the science actually backs up this natural method. It is simply a sound played at a certain frequency and often repeated and it goes from one ear to the other in quick succession here is an example
and all you have to do is listen, there are many different frequencies and they all help something somewhere from weight loss to cell regeneration, now whether I can prove it works it doesn’t matter because everyone is different and everyone has to find their own way of dealing with the challenges in their life but for me it does seem to work, I often fall asleep but that’s okay there are some specifically made for deep sleep and they definitely work for me
which is great as some of you know I did suffer sleeping problems I get the worst ever restless leg syndrome and it can be maddening but since finding these binaural beats I am pleased to say I have managed some sleep ^_^
also just a quick mention while I am here I have posted the first chapter to my latest book just in case anyone fancies a sneak peek at my latest work. I have been a little stricter with myself and making myself write – I can be so self indulgent, no really, never hang around with me because I am the first one to say ‘you deserve it’ not just to myself but to anyone with me, you need pampering? I am brilliant at self pampering, honestly I am an expert! from comfort food to luxury weekends of scented baths if anyone knows how to be nice to themselves it’s me, and it’s no surprise that if you need someone to help make your mind up about buying something needlessly expensive yet utterly desirable I’m your man or woman as I was a woman last time I looked but yuppity yup I will always say ‘heck buy it you deserve it’ I know because I say it to myself all the time, strangely hubby never wants to go shopping with me and if I go shopping and come home with a big smile on my face he always looks scared. Still you can’t take it with you.
okay lovely people I bid you farewell be excellent to each other
love and happy times to all